I don't even know where to start. Brad, you are such an amazing, awesome, caring, special man. Your an absolutely great father. And your a pretty cool brother! It feels so good saying that. Going out to visit everyone, I didn't know what to expect. The first couple days were definitely surreal. Especially the very first night haha! All of us sitting around, drinking, smoking, telling stories, it was fabulous. But me and you have a different kind of bond. Something that no one can or will ever take away from us. We slipped into perfect, comfortable mode as soon as I saw you at the airport. Hugging you felt sooooo good. Almost like I've done it so many times before. I feel like I've known you my whole life. You know how they always say about good friends... that you can not talk to them in months but when you finally do, you guys pick up right where you left off. That's how I felt with you. But the crazy part is that we never met before! That's how I know that we got something special. I feel terrible about not getting a hold of you years ago. I honestly thought you always knew about me since I've always known about you. But that wasn't the case. But we cant dwell on the what ifs and the could of beens. We need to focus on our time now and move forward. And I cant wait to share soooo many more stories with you, and lifes problems with you and my happiness and sadness with you. I cant wait to have you in my life full time now. We connect on a level that siblings are supposed to connect on. And its an amazing feeling. I don't think there is a better feeling out there honestly. Maybe love, but I'm done with that for a little while hahah. But you found love. Roe is so awesome. Shes a keeper. You have a beautiful child together who I love the shit out of and you both have other kids that would do anything for little Choochie. The family and home that you've built for them and the goodness of both of you that you instilled in them is out of this world. I loved them before I even met them. Roe made me feel so comfortable from the moment I hugged her, I knew she was a ood one. And I am so happy that you found someone that accepts you for you. Cause lets be honest, your pretty frickin cool. And she sees how great of a man you are. And you deserve that. And she deserves you as well. You compliment eachother so well its unbelievable. It actually gives me hope....
I know you say you needed me and I needed you. And that's the honest to Gods truth. I'm just glad that this all came now and not later. It was long overdue to say the least. You've opened up my eyes to so many different things I wouldn't know where to start. Its funny because your such a great dad and our dad was never there. You went the path where your gonna be the best dad any kid could ever ask for cause you never had one. I went the total opposite and never believed in a happy home cause I didn't think it existed. But you and Roe definitely changed my mind on that one. I grew up so insecure and uncomfortable in my own skin, it was scary. But as much as I got made fun of for being how I was, I never changed. And I still have that in me. As years went on I started to not give a shit. And I still don't because I know I am a great person. And getting to know you and your family has made me an even better person. Just to know that I got someone out there that's just like me is a sense of relief. I always tell people that they will NEVER meet someone like me. I'm special and I break all molds and barriers. But so do you. And that's why we gel so well. Its so refreshing to have you in my life and I will thank God everyday that I took that step and got to know you. I will tell ya, it makes it a lot easier that you are so accepting of me. So THANK YOU.
Thank you for everything Bradley James. There aren't any words to describe how happy I am and how happy you make me. You are an amazing person and I cant wait to ride this journey with you by my side. And I am definitely sooooooooo very proud to call you MY BROTHER. Your always in my heart and your with me everyday.
I LOVE YOU MORE!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXO
